Sunday, December 13, 2009


BnB...?????????????



have you ever heard of a fairy tale called 'the BEAUTY and the BEAST'...??
hav u ever come across abt a myth tht if u truely, whole heartedely kiss a FROG thn it wil turn into a handsome prince...?? or
hav u heard tht your granmma saying a tale abt a princess who married an OLD man and finally turns into a handsome prince.....???
yeah.. one or other we all came across wit this kinda of stories since from our childhood to til date.. no matter wht the tale is abt and wht the chars thy do but the ending will be
cheerful with the line..."from there after thy lived happily foreva nd eva.." and we thnk its gonna be a happy ending...
bt i wonder...why the whole story revolve btw a beauty and daring dashing handsome hero..????and y we hilite the only instinct called beauty.. leaving other great characters in this huge world..???????
phewwwwwwww... if i think all together..then i have to master the art of winning...becoz discussing abt the 2B's ie BEAUTY and BRAINS will be a neva ending story...!!

beauty and brains..
im anxious to knw how it works on us, what works for it, nd wht changes wil happen whn u takover ur own brain over beauty...
the fact tht its not really vry realistic to live in a cave or on a mountain top, far away frm this -ve inputs or +ve errors,
yet it is undeniable tht ppl judge others in the first 30sec of meeting.. we cannot go against this becoz it is ingrained in human nature...
it is easy to be drawn to outer beauty..becoz brains rarely impress on first sight like beauty does..!!
certainly physical beauty is the first trait we all seem to want, whether it be looks or brains or both..it was not a constant bt its shape, size, function and appeal wil change with the "thoughts.."
thoughts are like vibe shifters - if u once thought of brains and beauty for 100 times.. becoz u cant save urself from being -vely brain washed with beautiful mind..hehehe..
ofcourse it is true...and the trick is to strike a balance between both beauty and brains..whch cant be possible for humans lik us...aahhh heehee

as it is said..beauty is in the eyes of the beholder..
evn good looks are always the deciding factor in choosing a partner becoz it plays as an ego booster.. nobdy wud wnt to be seen with an ugly partner..
and evn one would never wish to live with someone who is beautiful/handsome bt walks with an empty head.. (bt may be some are lucky to have both..)
i believe tht whn one is brainy and confident, thy dnt look for someone to have a debate on rocket science but thy look for someone wit whom they can carry a simple conversation..
it is best to be with someone on the same wavelength as urs, to be sophisticated and well groomed..
the more compatible ur in so many ways and things, the better ur RIGHT to be read wit BRAINS...!!

the key role in being a brainy person is sporting a smart and humorous side of urself, not the comical kind but in a subtle manner..
all we need is new spark plugs to tune up..some times we even need new batteries.. to show wht we r and how beautiful we are from inside out..!!
we can be beautiful in so many ways..we think beauty is a part of reality, but in reality, beauty is only a part of wht we think..
evn sometims we think.. beauty is wht we jst see or is beauty somthng wht we feel...??
and i say beauty isnt beauty unless we say it so becoz it dsnt hav the ability to becom beauty on its own..
as humans, we are mature enough to add beauty to our life and wudnt mak it becom our life..

for my curiousity..
if u find beauty.. thn what wud u do wit itt..?
wud u put it on display for all the world to see and admire and envy.. or wud u lock it in a room and only bring it out to suit ur needs..is tht wht u gonna do with the beauty...???
its so disgusting evn to read this line right...ofcorse yes...
but brains are not lik tht..thy are responsible for knowin the whole world what you had nd wht ur..
i dnt feel im beautiful, may be im searchin in the wrong places to find the feeling..
evn i dnt accept my lack of beauty becoz my thoughts feel beauty in my words, actions and accomplishments..
i feel beauty in nature, in friends, in events, becoz tht is wht i think..i wnt to knw myself for who im, so i can grow into a grander version of beauty and love..
all this inspiration and all tht I have learned is poured to live in the arts, be painted in shades of truth, drawn in lines of passion, and sculpted with clay of innocence..
becoz it is my channel to release and show the world how beautiful iam and how greatful in being so...

abbaaaa.. chala cheppesaa anukuntaaa...
hmmm kani.. mana mind undi chusarruuu...phewwwww em cheppalee...
addam kani piste chalu .. oooo tega chusesee, tega sardeskuntuntammm ade mana ANDAANI...hehheheehee..
ante kaani aa time loo yeee BRAINS yee GEEKS yee TALENTS kanapadavv...mana matti burralaku..
thts 100% true... and its a typical human nature to do so...(evn iam also lik tht..heheheee)
so.. let me read wht i wrote.. lot many tims or couple of more times to come out of this perception....
and let me keep out of the mirrors and stand lik wht iam and tell the world...
its not MIRROR REFLECTION which tells abt u
but its the BRAINS whch reflects lik a beam of light whch spreads COLORS into ur being...!!!

Monday, December 7, 2009





getting love or being love...???


whts this so called LOVE...?????
abbaaaaa...prathi chotaa edee...adiginaa question adigee adigeee.. cheppindee cheppii cheppiii pippi chesee tala tintuunnaaa ane type lo pettaventee face...???
ninnu kaadu lee adigindee...im jst introducing myself to tell somethng abt it..mimalni adugutunna ani feel avakundaa...
edo naku thochina.. na version ade answer ni chadive artham cheskuntaranee na chinna ashaaa...
thn y latee go ahead...

wht is LOVE...???????
is it any kindaa of power.. is it the mother who cares for her baby... is it a bond... is it nature.. is it helping the poor and diseased.. is it waiting.. is it any sexual estacy..
is it scarifies.. is it change.. or is it adopting a UGLY duckling in farmville(facebook)...????????
if we come across this kinda of question..whtevr and howevr might asked or said..i bet this answer cannot be given in coherent way.. becoz we all knw abt it, we very well knw wht it is but still its tough enough to give the answer..
im i right..??


yeah ofcourse...
life has actually taught us that love does not dwell in perceptions, as it is so powerful tht it cannot be contained..
it as proven tht LOVE is too slow for thos who wait..
too swift for those who fear..too long for those who grieve..too short for those who rejoice..but amazingly for those who truly love it is reason for their ETERNITY..
Love is not an alien, it is rooted in every culture and tradition.. its a universal phenomenon from which nobody can stay away..its a value whch returns to u in many ways, many times..
all it taks is believing it nd daring to wnt whteva we want..!!

to get deep into it...
hav u eva touched a plant [noxious weeds somthng lik tht..ante epudu spl ga pattukomani kaadu..im jst making a sense..;)] which giv u xtreme itching, burning sensation..??
it can be quite painful..isnt itt...??
in the same way... whn a person doesnt show his love and stay away from the races will be lik the weeds whch give burning sensation to the one who care and love thm...
isnt innocent or isnt funny in doing such thngs in weired way by making themselves CUT with their own beloved ones..
may be becoz of the other person’s lack of understandin or caring, if u stil join thm in a dance of expectations, thn nobdy will gain the prospects...!!
yeah..ppl wil CHANGE..becoz change was the form of the relationship and its not any xpectation or hope bt its entirely up to u nd only u can control wht u feel.. a feeling of its own, it is just somethin u knw whn u find it and set away from others...
lets diffuse the anger and hatred by our unconditional love for our ppl becoz we really mean who thy r by leavin thm to realize wit wonders..!!
i repeat its not "no pain no gain" but i say "no LOVE, no gain"

i read many definitions regarding LOVE but none made me to feel how real it is..frm thn on i only had to be concerned with my thoughts and feelings and not in
talkin abt lovin, caring, sharin, respectin, life, people, animals, nature and the unknown..
without happiness, we cant think of smiles... without love, we cant be happy..this dosnt mak u right but often maks u feel comfortable..
rite now i choosed my way to live to - share, show & spread love becoz i feel its harmless, beautiful, mushy, warm and most importantly.. its my LIFE..
lets each of us basks in those loving rays and absorb as much as we can by participating with expectations of our own creations..!!
be clear, whether its somethin u dnt like to do, be or have evn the sky is no limit and you get what you ask for..so now its time to turn, to make and to prove it good for all bad, sad and mad thngs..jst send out love and you receive love in return..

i suppose i could mention love as one of my inspirations..
evn so, i dnt know well abt it bt stil i do knw it can lift, fill, seal, heal, and evn breakhearts and somtims evn bury ur spirits..
u cant describe it to someone who dnt know abt it nd to those who knw it they dnt need it described..
my love is my passion, my expression, and my knowledge.. it is how my feelings, thoughts, and memories are recorded.. it is more than an outlet whether with words or design..!!
apart from love, my art is as much as a part of me as im a part of my art..
thanxss for sharing this wit me.. actually its a truth bt i understand tht u might think so.. hahahhaaaa..!!


[there is a delightful reason and one that i hav becom quite fond of in writin this article is tht my dear and darling friend SIRISHA...she is so lovable, understanding and a very good friend of mine..
tomoro is her bday and i dedicate this article to her...
for being my greatest inspiration, my greatest knowledge, my healing source, my closest friend.. thanxss siri..and i wish u many more happy returns of the day...love u..]