BnB...?????????????



have you ever heard of a fairy tale called 'the BEAUTY and the BEAST'...??
hav u ever come across abt a myth tht if u truely, whole heartedely kiss a FROG thn it wil turn into a handsome prince...?? or
hav u heard tht your granmma saying a tale abt a princess who married an OLD man and finally turns into a handsome prince.....???
yeah.. one or other we all came across wit this kinda of stories since from our childhood to til date.. no matter wht the tale is abt and wht the chars thy do but the ending will be
cheerful with the line..."from there after thy lived happily foreva nd eva.." and we thnk its gonna be a happy ending...
bt i wonder...why the whole story revolve btw a beauty and daring dashing handsome hero..????and y we hilite the only instinct called beauty.. leaving other great characters in this huge world..???????
phewwwwwwww... if i think all together..then i have to master the art of winning...becoz discussing abt the 2B's ie BEAUTY and BRAINS will be a neva ending story...!!

beauty and brains..
im anxious to knw how it works on us, what works for it, nd wht changes wil happen whn u takover ur own brain over beauty...
the fact tht its not really vry realistic to live in a cave or on a mountain top, far away frm this -ve inputs or +ve errors,
yet it is undeniable tht ppl judge others in the first 30sec of meeting.. we cannot go against this becoz it is ingrained in human nature...
it is easy to be drawn to outer beauty..becoz brains rarely impress on first sight like beauty does..!!
certainly physical beauty is the first trait we all seem to want, whether it be looks or brains or both..it was not a constant bt its shape, size, function and appeal wil change with the "thoughts.."
thoughts are like vibe shifters - if u once thought of brains and beauty for 100 times.. becoz u cant save urself from being -vely brain washed with beautiful mind..hehehe..
ofcourse it is true...and the trick is to strike a balance between both beauty and brains..whch cant be possible for humans lik us...aahhh heehee

as it is said..beauty is in the eyes of the beholder..
evn good looks are always the deciding factor in choosing a partner becoz it plays as an ego booster.. nobdy wud wnt to be seen with an ugly partner..
and evn one would never wish to live with someone who is beautiful/handsome bt walks with an empty head.. (bt may be some are lucky to have both..)
i believe tht whn one is brainy and confident, thy dnt look for someone to have a debate on rocket science but thy look for someone wit whom they can carry a simple conversation..
it is best to be with someone on the same wavelength as urs, to be sophisticated and well groomed..
the more compatible ur in so many ways and things, the better ur RIGHT to be read wit BRAINS...!!

the key role in being a brainy person is sporting a smart and humorous side of urself, not the comical kind but in a subtle manner..
all we need is new spark plugs to tune up..some times we even need new batteries.. to show wht we r and how beautiful we are from inside out..!!
we can be beautiful in so many ways..we think beauty is a part of reality, but in reality, beauty is only a part of wht we think..
evn sometims we think.. beauty is wht we jst see or is beauty somthng wht we feel...??
and i say beauty isnt beauty unless we say it so becoz it dsnt hav the ability to becom beauty on its own..
as humans, we are mature enough to add beauty to our life and wudnt mak it becom our life..

for my curiousity..
if u find beauty.. thn what wud u do wit itt..?
wud u put it on display for all the world to see and admire and envy.. or wud u lock it in a room and only bring it out to suit ur needs..is tht wht u gonna do with the beauty...???
its so disgusting evn to read this line right...ofcorse yes...
but brains are not lik tht..thy are responsible for knowin the whole world what you had nd wht ur..
i dnt feel im beautiful, may be im searchin in the wrong places to find the feeling..
evn i dnt accept my lack of beauty becoz my thoughts feel beauty in my words, actions and accomplishments..
i feel beauty in nature, in friends, in events, becoz tht is wht i think..i wnt to knw myself for who im, so i can grow into a grander version of beauty and love..
all this inspiration and all tht I have learned is poured to live in the arts, be painted in shades of truth, drawn in lines of passion, and sculpted with clay of innocence..
becoz it is my channel to release and show the world how beautiful iam and how greatful in being so...

abbaaaa.. chala cheppesaa anukuntaaa...
hmmm kani.. mana mind undi chusarruuu...phewwwww em cheppalee...
addam kani piste chalu .. oooo tega chusesee, tega sardeskuntuntammm ade mana ANDAANI...hehheheehee..
ante kaani aa time loo yeee BRAINS yee GEEKS yee TALENTS kanapadavv...mana matti burralaku..
thts 100% true... and its a typical human nature to do so...(evn iam also lik tht..heheheee)
so.. let me read wht i wrote.. lot many tims or couple of more times to come out of this perception....
and let me keep out of the mirrors and stand lik wht iam and tell the world...
its not MIRROR REFLECTION which tells abt u
but its the BRAINS whch reflects lik a beam of light whch spreads COLORS into ur being...!!!

getting love or being love...???


whts this so called LOVE...?????
abbaaaaa...prathi chotaa edee...adiginaa question adigee adigeee.. cheppindee cheppii cheppiii pippi chesee tala tintuunnaaa ane type lo pettaventee face...???
ninnu kaadu lee adigindee...im jst introducing myself to tell somethng abt it..mimalni adugutunna ani feel avakundaa...
edo naku thochina.. na version ade answer ni chadive artham cheskuntaranee na chinna ashaaa...
thn y latee go ahead...

wht is LOVE...???????
is it any kindaa of power.. is it the mother who cares for her baby... is it a bond... is it nature.. is it helping the poor and diseased.. is it waiting.. is it any sexual estacy..
is it scarifies.. is it change.. or is it adopting a UGLY duckling in farmville(facebook)...????????
if we come across this kinda of question..whtevr and howevr might asked or said..i bet this answer cannot be given in coherent way.. becoz we all knw abt it, we very well knw wht it is but still its tough enough to give the answer..
im i right..??

yeah ofcourse...
life has actually taught us that love does not dwell in perceptions, as it is so powerful tht it cannot be contained..
it as proven tht LOVE is too slow for thos who wait..
too swift for those who fear..too long for those who grieve..too short for those who rejoice..but amazingly for those who truly love it is reason for their ETERNITY..
Love is not an alien, it is rooted in every culture and tradition.. its a universal phenomenon from which nobody can stay away..its a value whch returns to u in many ways, many times..
all it taks is believing it nd daring to wnt whteva we want..!!

to get deep into it...
hav u eva touched a plant [noxious weeds somthng lik tht..ante epudu spl ga pattukomani kaadu..im jst making a sense..;)] which giv u xtreme itching, burning sensation..??
it can be quite painful..isnt itt...??
in the same way... whn a person doesnt show his love and stay away from the races will be lik the weeds whch give burning sensation to the one who care and love thm...
isnt innocent or isnt funny in doing such thngs in weired way by making themselves CUT with their own beloved ones..
may be becoz of the other person’s lack of understandin or caring, if u stil join thm in a dance of expectations, thn nobdy will gain the prospects...!!
yeah..ppl wil CHANGE..becoz change was the form of the relationship and its not any xpectation or hope bt its entirely up to u nd only u can control wht u feel.. a feeling of its own, it is just somethin u knw whn u find it and set away from others...
lets diffuse the anger and hatred by our unconditional love for our ppl becoz we really mean who thy r by leavin thm to realize wit wonders..!!
i repeat its not "no pain no gain" but i say "no LOVE, no gain"

i read many definitions regarding LOVE but none made me to feel how real it is..frm thn on i only had to be concerned with my thoughts and feelings and not in
talkin abt lovin, caring, sharin, respectin, life, people, animals, nature and the unknown..
without happiness, we cant think of smiles... without love, we cant be happy..this dosnt mak u right but often maks u feel comfortable..
rite now i choosed my way to live to - share, show & spread love becoz i feel its harmless, beautiful, mushy, warm and most importantly.. its my LIFE..
lets each of us basks in those loving rays and absorb as much as we can by participating with expectations of our own creations..!!
be clear, whether its somethin u dnt like to do, be or have evn the sky is no limit and you get what you ask for..so now its time to turn, to make and to prove it good for all bad, sad and mad thngs..jst send out love and you receive love in return..

i suppose i could mention love as one of my inspirations..
evn so, i dnt know well abt it bt stil i do knw it can lift, fill, seal, heal, and evn breakhearts and somtims evn bury ur spirits..
u cant describe it to someone who dnt know abt it nd to those who knw it they dnt need it described..
my love is my passion, my expression, and my knowledge.. it is how my feelings, thoughts, and memories are recorded.. it is more than an outlet whether with words or design..!!
apart from love, my art is as much as a part of me as im a part of my art..
thanxss for sharing this wit me.. actually its a truth bt i understand tht u might think so.. hahahhaaaa..!!


[there is a delightful reason and one that i hav becom quite fond of in writin this article is tht my dear and darling friend SIRISHA...she is so lovable, understanding and a very good friend of mine..
tomoro is her bday and i dedicate this article to her...
for being my greatest inspiration, my greatest knowledge, my healing source, my closest friend.. thanxss siri..and i wish u many more happy returns of the day...love u..]

message in the bottle: part 1... in finding "CHANGE"

hai... frnds..
this time iam back with ma new article... which is based on some narration abt a girl called "LUCKY"
its not the story im comfortable with, its the story i want everyone else to like..!!
i hope u do like ma narration and all the aspects which i created and keep reading the whole story till end...and i feel it dsnt make u to feeel bore...!!!
here we goooooo...!!!!

this is a story abt a gril called LUCKY.. !!
everybody feels tht not only she is 'lucky' bt she is LUCKY toooo...
she live in a small town, whr the narrow streets r larger than the narrow minds of the ppl out there...
she is gud, intelligent, caring, beautiful and very lovable...in the way she is and the way she look...
she has a great family, gud education, enough money nd being a GIRL child of a confined family, she is very much sticked to the family RULES and REGULATIONS....!!
as she do nothng nd dnt like to talk about or acknowledge abt the small job, whr she will be a bit bsy with the routines...!!
FRIENDS-wht matters is the 'friendship' that can never be replaced, thy just seemed to be too much of a disconnect and lack of compatibility with her due to her confined and loner life..
but she loves music, dance and besides she is an artist tooo....
there is nothg missing in her LIFE....but stilll....
every morng whn she wakes up, get out of the bed nd look in to the mirror..
she find no words to describe what it is like to exist in a world that is not her own....!!!
"she walks around looking and sounding like mute but her thoughts and life no longer belong to HER..
all she knws is tht to be perfect and to be good nd wandering with a fake smile so that everyone else will be happy..." and she believe tht she has the strength but it feels like there is no reason to fight with this false world becoz she is no stranger to loss in her life...
slowly she realizing tht how tired she is feeling to find TRUE LOVE and a better relationship with her people who r trying to tell her that she need to be "positive" and to be "confident" even though when she make the efforts..!!
Love really isnt everything... she did everthng that that could be true, but she is far too much from the people and life without knowing wht she really wants...sometimes she feels like "her life is a little car that driven into the mud and keep spinning the wheels and spinning the wheels.. and digging herself down.." with all her desperation.. she is still leading the meaningless life with a bit HOPE...!!

nature offers us much potential to enjoy the beauty of sunrises, sunsets, oceans, mountains, summer evenings-Winter mornings and seashores.... things like this can bring us small joys into our lives..!!
even though all the happies left her but still it became a very gud source for LUCKY to live the very best times tht she can and make herself to get refreshed at the shores...
she loves sitting at the near by shore, most of time she will be there watchg the sunsets,birds and feeling the cool breezes...
one fine day.. after returning from the day work.. jst walking at the shore, feeling the cool breezes, all of sudden she saw a bottle floating on the water and the waves thrown it into the sands where she is sitting. eagerly she took the bottle and saw a rolled sheet of paper in it which seems like a bottle with some message in it. with no time she removed the cork and pulled out the paper from the bottle and started reading the message.. in itt...
and here goes the message........

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sweet heart...

jst look at you..!! wht happened dear...??? its like a deep darkness in the midday...!!
im worried to tell...tht ur awake but still with the dream where u find urself lost..
is it ur breath of love, where the blossoms and all the colors of life got faded...??
NO dear.. u cant be like this..!
LOVE is TRUE..the ultimate source loves you just as you are nd gives u a reason to believe urself..
if things are not working the way you would like them to in your life thn you need to do something that you have not tried... life flows through us and it is forever changing...
you are like a shining star in many ways.. beware of wht you have to offer and receive from this world..be driven by the things you value in life, bt not controlled by the feelings u get from life's conditions..
I want u to live the very best life that u can and u have always been more than that..!!
CHANGE is the only thing i say for u nd nothng gonna replace it, start living in the now and revel in the abundance and not in fear and regrets..Is it not tht, not to knw what to believe in, is to suffer..so jst flow in the beauty of - I am Enough...!!
I have reminded my self as well as you, let us make an effort to believe ourselves and its ma LOVE and ma CARE which ur reading.. and iam not SORRY to say this..
with ma love..iam all urs and ur all mine and ur everthing to me..
plzzz come back.. come back to me..

foreva loving..
unlucky ME (without YOU)

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"...its soooo... touching and a very heart felt message..!!!!
how can this become more connected while I let go of this kind of situations all the times..???
its wht and the same im thinking everyday, every min and every sec in ma being...???
its a great surprise for me and its nice and it is with me now..." and unknowingly tears rolled down from her big empty eyes....!!
there is nothng to do with the present nd the past has chased nd betrayed her dearms for future..
she keeps on reading the letter again and again... word by word.. and feeling the LOVE and CARE shown in itt.. thinking abt the girl who is LUCKY to hav such a great admired LOVE in her life...!!!
but for LUCKY its like a rain of love showered in her dry,empty life... hoping its a kind of message form the almighty to this poor girl for her...prayers...!!!!
she returned home.. happily with the letter message in the bottle, making her mind to CHANGE herself. even thought its not for her but still she want to fullfill the wish wht the imaginary guy wants... its very "lucky"... had made her mind to CHANGE and want to be TRUE with the WISH...!!

message in the bottle: part 2...in finding "ME"

6months later......


It is tuff to look towards the future with an eye for change than to remain in the same routine...!!
its like a dream world where LUCKY is wandering like ALICE in the wonderland...
things has changed alot... within a very short period of time...Its lik a journey from exile to the abundance...!!!
after returning home on that day..LUCKY was very curious abt the words she read and very much impressed abt the message she got from the dear sea....
as she want to create a new picture, imagining that it is actually gonna happen with her life right now..thinking tht the deeper question that may only be found within the heart is: What's NEXT...???
as seeing the world as if there is plenty of everything to go around... she didnt recognized the advancing danger, the terror or the happiness that is gonna come into her life is completely indescribable...!!
anyways.... she started living by her own... feeling tht lucky is luckyyy again...!!!
she changed her dressing,hair do's and looked very different as she was not recognized by her people...
she started to live with the present and want to forget the past for a while....
she made herself to be pleased by her ppl at home with her new deeds and maintained the relationship by not hurting anyone, evn though its hard to keep her feelings down for the sake of her ppl..
she opened an accnt at library and started reading, bought some new colors and gave a new looks for her ART works and sketches...
tried new recepies at home and made her ppl to feel amazed abt her behavior and being so nice at home....!!
she applied for new jobs wanting herself to get into some other angel of life...
meanwhile she joined in some yoga and meditation classes... as she need some peace of mind...
she went for walks and on shopping trips alone, ate out sometimes alone and sometimes with a friend or family members..
and its really was okay to all out there abt the change in LUCKY...!!
she reacquainted with the things tht she once loved but have put on hold for whatever reason...
the bag of thoughts had been opened with a great start and its been following tilll date...
months passed away....
and days passed away....
but situations which remain simply unexplainable for us makes you uncomfortable,experimenting and following in to the quest of imaginary world..!!!
LUCKY is still with the changee which made her to live in the world of colors and flavors...
as the days are rolling down..
some where deep in the heart.. she felt like listening to the unknown voice warning her...
"It was okay but It couldn't' help u.. becoz it was like putting on too much makeup to look better even though who u r not meant for...!!!"
now its the feeling which is haunting her... deep in her thoughts and increasing day by day as the months passing through...
finallyy...she was all exhausted in living with this false world where she find everthing but losing her own REAL image in life...!!!
as everyone was very happy with the changee but some where deep in her heart it was not fair and she cant confess herself.. wht is gonna happen if this is going to continue till end....?????
there is no ANSWER of this...!!!!!!!!!!
and evn she dnt hav any ANSWER to confess herself...!!!!!!!
so finallyy....one fine day....
she was sitting at shore and think all abt the changes she had in her life...,
'The change...' wht she made to herself in finding the TRUTH....,
and atlst wht she realized in being different and in being sticked to the change...,
holding a paper with the same bottle as she got from the sea...
and made a note to reply the answer to the imaginary guy... and threw the bottle into the deep sea...
thinking tht the waves will tak the bottle with the message to the imaginary guy...!!

and here goes the message....

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dear unlucky ME....

look at me..!! r u happy...???
its like, iam flying with the colors... and happy with wht iammm....??
im not worried to tell... tht iam with the dreamz where the deep fades got colored deeper with the change tht i brought into ma life...!!
NO dear.... i cant be like this....
LOVE is TRUTH and i believe TRUTH is REAL...!!! and the ultimate source is "ME"...!!!
and the real "ME" wht i LOST was fully responsible for my fake reality in imagination...
its all for the love for ma ppl which made me to CHANGE and LOST myself to the unknown world...
im not the real "me" whn im wit the CHANGE bcoz i believe the world would never accept or like who i really "iam" and i cant giv maself nd others a reason to believe ME...!!
i changed my look.. which is not ME...
i changed my thoughts.. which r for others..
i changed ma art.. bt it as no life in itt..
i changed the recepies.. bt it tastes nothng...
i want to change ma job.. but no opportunities in this small town...
i started reading but in vein... i started doing meditation but neva find ma soul in peace....!!!
its all jst like making me BUSY in vein...!!!
it made me to reach a point where i dont believe tht iam worthy of feeling good abt maself and i couldnt be more wrong to maself becz iam not a fixed entity for "CHANGE"
if i chose to compromise with the CHANGE.. ma integrity will skip and It will become easier to give up each time and i dnt want to be a people pleaser...!!
its ENOUGH..!! and i dnt want to believe in unknown ME... whr iam losing ma own identity for the sake of fake world around 'ME'
I have reminded my self as well as you..let me not go with the wind and CARRY away with the change and im not SORRY to say this...!!
Its true tht i dnt knw wht i hv got until i lose it.. nd i dnt knw wht i hv been missing until it arrived ME....
though i dnt hav the best of evrythng bt i wnt to mak the most of evrythng tht comes along the way..!!
and i PROMISE u tht... i will be alright with wht iam and take life as it comes..
let it be big or small i will be wht iam and want to be the best if not the biggest...!
with all ma love.. let me thank u for everythng and its nice tht ur with me foreva in ma thoughts....!!!

foreva loving....
LUCKY (with wht iam)

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and she returned home.... confessing her.....
"if u want a permanent CHANGE in ur life... thn forget being "REAL"... becozz..."CHANGE can CHANGE ur REAL being to IMAGINARY"

..................its all abt LUCKY....................who is "LUCKY" forevaa and evaaaa...!!!

MAAStaaraaa... MAAAAZAAAkaaaa...!!!

hai frnds..
entee.. ee pillaaa... monna last month lo taka takaa ani 1 kadhu 2 kaadhu 3 asalee kaadhu mottam 7 articles tega rasesee... mala nearly 1mon paigaa address lekundaa poyendee ani anukuntunnaraa...???
chu chuu chuuu.... akadeee chappagaa pappu lo kaalesinattee...!!!
oka kotta article raadam ane alochanatho nee enni rojulu GAP teskunnanu...
i jst want myself to focus on some new intresting thngs in ma life..!!!
cheppalantee.. ee 2mons chala chala kotta kotta vishyallu jarigai andoi...eka medee alasyamm chadivendhuku...
hmm... edo kastaa ekkuvagaa emadyaa ma amma ku vontlo bagoledannii... evaro cheppintee some naturopaty ayurvedic hospitals ki teskellamm...akada patient ki oka attendant avasaram antenu... nanu bukk chesee pamparuu ma peddaluu...akada start ayendee na prayanamm...
edo hospital lee amma ku seva cheskovachu anii gentutuuu... enchekkaa HYD ki velli happy ga gadipedam anukuntuu.. oo range loo oohinchukuntooo bayaluderammuu...
(pichi.. yaani oohalu ekkuva deeniki...mundhu mundhu undee deeniki corcodile festivall...)
hospital chala calm gaa.. pedaa campus tho... sankar dada MBBS cnma range lo undee...
pedda pedaa wards.. vishalamaina halls.. gumpu gaa manushulunaa calm ga undee YOGA hall...
oka chinna canteen...(ede peru ku matrame canteen... tindi edee dorakadhuu...)
eka.. next scene lo Dr ravadam... vachaka oka pedaa RULES chit na chetilo pettadam jarigindee..
ee peddolu unnarree...!!! emi artam cheskorruuu...aa RULES anii chadivakaa... okaa saarigaa na kallu tirigi.. nenu patient ayye daakaaa vachindee..!!
chi chii padhu bratuku.. ekadiki vellinaa ee RULES and regulations nannu vadile tattu levanii manasu loo gonugukuntooo.. enkem chestam le ani amma moham chusee ADJUST ayepovalsi vachindee...

eka roju karyakramaluu...
YOGA,WALKING,FRESHUP,CANTEEN,SLEEP...
mala eveng YOGA,WALKING,FRESHUP,CANTEEN,SLEEP...
madyaloo... batalu utakadallu... phn calls receive cheskovadallu... edee pani aye poyendee...
sare chesedee emi ledani kasta YOGA class la meeda concentrate chestuu vachanu..
nenu chesina oka manchee pani antee ede nemoo ee trip lo.. hehehee...
cheppalantee...manaku YOGA ante pedda intrest ledhu... but chestanu antee..
mrng, eveng kramam tappakundaa velle dannii... edo peddaa senior practitioner laa...!!
ma MAAStaru oka middle age SMART good luking guyy.. chala chalaaki ayena vyaktee... ma session lo all age groups of ladies vastaru... and the class was conducted by HIM nd nobdy else... (pandage pandagaa...hehehee)
MAAStaru... MAAStaru... manchi lecture eche varuu..
ade yoga PAINAA...
painee kaadu mundhu,venakaa,sides kudaa cheppe varruu..!!
ade nandee VENAKATI rojula nundee ela puttindee, MUNDHU ela untundee, SIDE effects em undavv anii...!!
eka SADHANAA mukyamm... sadhana ante evaro ammai anukokandee...
sadhana antee PRACTICE ani artammm...!!
entaa SADHANA peditee antha SAARTHAKAM ani cheppe varu ma maastaruu...

eka AA'sanaala vishayaniki vastee....
edee chesinaa...
BREATH INNN and BREATH OUTTT la tho
LIFT UPP and LIFT DOWNNN la tho
TAKE FORWARD and TAKE BACKWARD la tho start cheyyalaa...
edee keelakamainaa vishayam annii vottheee votthee chepevaaru...
POWER YOGA lo unnaa shakti ne ruchi chuupinche capacity ma maastarikee dakkindee...!!
rucheekaadhu.. ela cheyyaloo.. ela tinaaloo kuda swayanga nerpinche vaaru...

ekaaa... pratyyekaa aasanalaa saadhanaku vastee...
suryaa namaskarass, sheeshasann, halaasann, chakraasann, sarvaangaasann..
ee vannii ela cheyyalantee adedoo hindii movie song lo...
"sirr pe jameen paironkee neeche hai aasamaaa..." annatu...
ave chesetappudu telustundeee...
jai jai shivvaaa shakarrrrrrr reeeee....!!
em chedam mana ee dehamm.. elantidee antee... ma frnd WITTY cheppinattu..
"MIND support chestundee kani BODY ne support cheyyat leee" type andeee...
ee YOGA annadee oka saare alavaatai pote chaalu..
BODY demundee evainaa support cheyalsindee.. eka chakaa chakaa mani A'nni(YOGA) bangimalonu dittalu avutaaru...!!

eka TINDI vishayaaniki vastee...
chocolates,chips,icecreams,pizzaa,burger laanti... JUNK,BANKAA foods tinakudadanii..
Mitangaa tini makkuvagaa YOGA cheyamantaaru ma maastaru...
tintee AAYASAM tina kuntee NEERASAM type lo uunnaa naaku...epudu...
AA'sanam perfect gaa veyadamee kaadhu Neerpinche capacity kudaa vachesindee...!!
andhukee eee madyaaa... AEROBICS, GYM center la kannaa... YOGA center la meedee dyasaa pedutunnaru prajalluu...!!
mana RAMYA krishnaa bumchik bumchik ani cheppi,chesee chupinchi nattu... mana VONTIKI ee POWER YOGA chala manchidanee... telusu kunnanuuu...!!!

ela ennooo enennooo... kotta,paata vishayalu telusukuntoo... yoga niddaralo munige teelutundagaa na return jrny ki time vachesindee...enni rojulu baaga HARDwork chesina naaku edo eka velli potunnam kadaa anni kastaa TEMPT ayee ma YOGA hall venakunnaa shop lo oka "PEDDA" size TEMPTATION chocolate, LAYS chips packett konnu koni tinadamm anee open chestundagaa endhukoo pakkaku chusaa...
na karma kaali ma YOGA maastaru na pakkanee unnaru..inkemundee... TEMPTATION mottamm okaa saarigaa pusssss manindeee....
chocolate,chips packet antaa size lo oka smile echee akadinundee tuuurrrrrrrrrrrr mannaaaaa...
evaritho BUKK kaakudaduu ani anukuntanoo vala thonee BUKK avalanee na nuditimeeda [b][red] ane setting latho raaste elage untadee...!!
eka next FINAL day.. in YOGA class....
edo oka sandarbham loo.. endhukoo aa rojee oka chinnaa easy AA'sanam sarigaa cheyyalee... apudu ventanee ma MAAStaru...
"from kadapa...!! TEMPTATION chocolate tinantaa easy gaa kasta CONCENTRATION tho cheyyalee.. apudu LAYS chips laa palchagaa sannagaa untaru" ani andhari mundhuu anesaaru...
musee musee navvulatoo akada unna vaarantaa TEMPT kaakundaa..
LAYS chips laa avalanee... concentration tho AA'yasamm lekundaa AA'sanaalu continuee chesaaru maree...!!
final day ki final gaa maaaaanchi TOUCHheee echaru maa MAASTARUUU...!!!!!!!!
"MAASTARAAAA... MAZAAAKAAAAAAAA...!!!"

anukunadhi eppudu jaragadhu...ade AMBITION

ambition ani cheppi mala entee... ee negative apasruti ani anukuntunnaraa...??
maree..ade ekada unnaa twist...
em chedamm.. life anede PERFECT kadani andhariki telusu.. but still we ppl dream alot for our ambitions to get fulfilled and want to lead a peaceful life...
ela anukovadam tappu kaadhu.. but anukunnadi jaragaka povadamee ekadoo oka pedda tappu jariginantaga feel ayepotuntammm...
ambition is a 'desire' similar to any other kind of desires..whether it is to gain financial freedom, earn a job, promotion or get a better education or evn to lose weight..u cn hv ambitions not only for urself bt for the people u love.. for ur children.. or for ur family etc etc...
padee padee edee alochistuu untee... oka stage lo aa alochanalu lekunda ayepotundee...
aaa emundilee... em avtundilee...emaina kaani ani anukovalsi vastundee...
ekadee.. ambition entee antee... "anukunnadhi epudu jaragadu" ane conclusion ki vachestammm...
oka chinnaa example...
whn i was 4.. its the first time iam flying in an aeroplain...there i saw AIRHOSTESS... i dnt knw who is she..bt im very much impressed abt her... the way she is, the way she walk, talk and takcare of the passengers..apudu naaku em telidhu.. but i asked ma mum evaru aame..? ani.. she told me tht she is airhostess and its her job to takecare of evry one who travel in this plain ani cheppindee...
naaku endhuko tanu bhale nachesindee... while iam getting down.. agian i pulled ma mum and said..
"nenu peddayakaa..AIRHOSTESS avtanu" ani cheppa... she was amazed to listen tht...heheee
after ma vacation.. whn ma class teacher asked me whts ur ambition i said
"i want to become an AIRHOSTESS" evn she is amazed to listen such a different answer from me..
ekada twist entee antee...
ee ambition enkoo next 2yrs ki change ayepoyendee kanukaa...
i decided to be come an architect... becoz i love drawing...
enkonni rojulu ayyakaa.. i thought of becomming a dancer...
mala...lawer avalanee anukunnaa... ee idea naaku endhuku vachindoo kuda naaku gurtuledhu..
last ku ee software engineer... ayee... MBA cheyalanna na aim na life ni poothiga marchesindee...
ekada kuda mala twist...
for ma fate or with all ma unluckiness... i neva been a SW eng nor i did ma MBA...
last ku lecturer ga settle ayyanu...!!
andhukee nenu kudaa.. oo stage lo ambition antee..anukunadhi eppudu jaragadhu. ani decide ayepoyaa....!!!
(but stil im striving hard to get more in life...ede vere vishayam lendee...!!)
yes.. everyone is ambitious.. but why not everyone achieve their ambitions..?
not having a direction in life.. or not knowing wht u really want out of life can becom troubling over time.. without any goals or real ambition we neva really get anything out of itt..
regardless of the reason for losing interest in goals.. it can cause some difficulty later in ones life.. whn one comes to a point whn thy ask themselves..
"wht am i doin, wht do i wnt nd why im here...?"
a true ambition is not dreaming and talking abt wht you want to achieve..!!
ambition is knowing whr u want to go.. hw to get thr nd doing wht it taks to reach the goal...
thr are so many lessons to be learned from the above examples given.. ante ekadaa naa life ambitions se examples ga teskokandee... becz everyone hav their own reasons and priorities, the way thy tak their living and wht thy prefer in life...!!
thus ambition shud be abt using ur energies, feelings, needs and positive or negative factors in life..
well.. anyone who is driven by ths forces described abv nd gets affected by such forces r ambitious.. so everyone is basically ambitious..!!
ambition drives motivation, determination, nd all the ingredients to achieve success in ur life..
tak this opportunity to analyze ur level of ambition... if u truly wnt to achieve success in ur life, u msst realize tht..
it is ur ambition tht creates the yearning..
its ur level of ambition preserves ur settling..
its ur level of ambition will determine who u or ur children will becom..!!!

so..ee heading gurinchi alochinchakundaa.. hav ur own aims and golas in ur life...!!
cheers ma frnds.... hav funn.. njyyyyyyyyyyy

NICK names : veetiney ADDA perlu antaruu...!!

hey frnds iam back with a new old topic....NILUVU perluu.. sorryy ADDA perlu...adenandee NICK NAMES... antaree avee...
our name is a big part of our identity... It is wht other ppl know us by nd somethng tht distinguishes us from everyone else..our first name is one of the most important gift tht our parents gave US..but thes NICKnames are presented to us evn if u lik it or not but u hav to accept.. its must...
estamunna lekunaaa...barinchaka tappadhu maree...!!
a name represents an entity.. nicknames represent friendship and trust..with a little creativity and imagination.. anyone can come up with their own cute nicknames.. and evn we can award it too...
many of the names make no sense and some names will come from the ego thy show or the way thy look or with some peculiar char of the ppl thy come thru...!!
people are crazy..thy jst have a weird sense of humor abt this NICKnames...Its a very funny thing whn someone else gets to decide what your name should be.. and tht becoms ur name of identity in hilarious way..
inkaa chepplanteee.. kontha mandiki... valaku pettina NICKname se telustundee first...vere vallu vachi.. mee nick name edee...mare mee asalu peru cheptaraa anna sandarbhalu kudaa unaa...
ekada inkoo difference undandoi... NICKnames r differ from PETnames....
chala mandee... ki ee difference telika povachu...so let me conform before itself....!!
we often think of nicknames as a part of our modern culture.. bt in reality.. nicknames go back many thousands of years... infact the ancient romans were very fond of nicknames... evn their emperors were known by their nicknames.. hehee...
anta pedaa pedaa emperors ne nick names to pilustarantee.. eka manam nicknames pettukovadam tapem kaadhani naa abhipraayam...
kanee ee nick names anedee... spontaneuos ga konni vastee..and some will carry one story or an incident by itself to tht name...
nicknames valana konni saarlu advantages untai but max varaku disadvantages untaii....
funny ga untee chalta hai... ade koncham tedaga untee... evaru oppukoru maree...
nenainaa antee merainaa antee...!!!
kani tedaga pettina nicknames valaku telikundaa manage cheyadham inka thrilling ga untadee..
telisakaa... yemmaaaaa thrill ga untadee... anukondee ade vere vishayammm..
now let me tell some of the NICKnames tht i came cross...till date...!!

na graduation lo.. ma cls mates andhariki autograph buk echanu raase evamannii...aa buk lo oka column lo.."ur fav AD:" ani undee.. ante ur fav advertisement raayale akada...
oka abbaiki ad antee artam kaale..enkedo anukonee....artam kaaka pakka pages lo chusadhu...akada pepsi,thumps upp,dairy milk,kitkat elantivanni chusee.. edo tinevee taagevi anukoni tanu "MILK" ani raasadhu... may be he liks MILK...hehehee...
inkoo vishayam cheppalantee..
aa abbai...chalaaaaaaa black chap... so eka nenu aa abbai ki.. "MILK" ani addaperu pettesaa..
eka na frnds antaa alage pilustaruu....MILK vastunnadhu anii.. hehhheeeee

and... ma cousin oka ammai undee... edana pani cheptee kasta late ga chestundee... koncham lazy.. so vala akka tanaku oka NICK name pettindee..."MALINI" ani...
adedooo hema malini ani anukuneruuu.. PANIKIMALINI ani dani artamm...hehhee

eka nenu PG chesetapudu.. seminar jarigindee... Msc ki MCA ki full competition... elagainaa baaga cheppalani... chala bagaa prepare ayye vellaa...and evn chala bagaa seminar echaa.. evryone r impressed abt ma seminar... kani oka MCA abbai edo point out chesadhu...tinindi arakkaa...edo cheppalani edo cheppadhu... dani ki.. judge ga vachinaa ma HOD...
"YOU SIT" there s nothng wrong in wht she said.. ani oka saarigaa.. nooru mupinchadhu...
ekaa aa abbai ki aa roju nundee YOU SIT kaakundaaa YOU S*** gaa adda peru pettammm..
ma frnds antaa.. tanu ekada kanipistee.. akadaa..
"ohhh S***.. nenu akada book marchi poye vachaa.. anni pakka nundee anukunto povadammm
ela chala chalaa.. S*** tho start ayee sentences anni aa abbai pai.. prayogistuntamm...papamm...

ma clg lo okka abbai unde vadhu... tanu epudu chusee naa bhrundavanam lo sri krishnudilaa minimum 5,6 grls madhylo tirugututadhuu... epudu, ekada chusee naa elage kanipistuntadhu...
maaku oo stage lo chala anumanalu vachaye kudaa... ave entoo nanu adakandee... hehehee
ela kaadhu veediki edo oka peru pettasindee ani..oka baare adda peru pettam...
ade "HITLER" movie inspiration tho tana ku "HITLER" ani adda peru pettamm.. papammm vadhu edo chance kosam tirugutuntee.. memu..
oka BIG BROTHER chesee pettam aa abbai nee... inkaa rakhi roju... aa abbai ki rakhi lu kuda kattamm...hehehee...

nenu PG chese tappudu.. maku OR subject undedee...parama chiraaku naakaite.. eka aa vache lecturer kuda alage untadhumaree...
epudu chusee naa dull gaa,calm ga untadhu.. gudmrng sirr anaa palakadu...
vastadu edo tanalo tanu cheppu kuntadhu velli pothadhu antee.. eka ma paristithi daaranam anukondee... aayana lesson cheptuntee... class natha mobbu ga, dull gaa..undedee...
ededo bagundee ani tana peru MOBBU ani pettamm...!!!
eka em cheptavv ma badha luu...
"antha MOBBU mayaammm.. aa class antha MOBBU mayaammm..." ani padukovalasindeee...!!!


ede ee ADDA perla baghotammm...chadivi tarincharaa...???

B for bakara: ekado kaalina vaasana vastondee... ade kadupu kaalina vaasana...

life lo okasaaranna.. ekadaina, epudainaa,evarithonaina BAKARA avatamm .. kayammmm...!!
ekada BAKARA kaavadamee kaakunda.. BAKARA nu cheyadam.. mala adedoo oka pedaaa ganakaryamm chesinattu feel ayepovadhamm... manaku baga telisina vishayamm...
as said...“All the world’s a stage, and all the men and women merely players: They have their entrances and their exits..” but ee period of time lo... entha pedda quotes cheppakundaa.. simple ga..“Man is the most amazing Jackass” ani antunnaruu...heheehehheee...

its not the weight of the message or the truth of the message but its the quality of the message tht carries the MOST...!!!
life is a wonderful adventure... making someone as jackass and whn u tend to show how dolt thy r.. its fine if thy accept ur funny malice and laugh with you.. thn nobdy will feel bad and in future people will laugh with you, rather than at you...!!
its wht the life is, of course, not each situation is the same.. dear...!!
sometimes its important to laugh at ourself... It shows u dnt take urself too seriously.. tht you r not afraid in being a jackass...lets tak it as joke than being the joke...
we are all bakaras in some or otherway... may be we hv fallen on the banana skin or evn we hav a pie to our face jst tak it and admit it was funny and move onn...
laughter is the best medicine and will help to destress... so lets the follow the principle..
"be a bakara OR make a bakara"

ee bakara antunee... naaku oka incident jurtuvachindee...
nenu margadarshilo cheranu... nenu okarni BAKARA nu chesanu ani...

ade KUSHI cnma release ayena 2day...
2day ante intha rush untundooo telusu kadaa.. tickets dorakadam entee... asalu akada kaalu kuda pettalemm... alanti samayanaaa.. naaku ma frnds ki cnma elagaina chudalane tikka alochana vachindeee... chudam try chedam ani... nenu ma frnd cnma hall dagaraku vellamm...
akada chusteeeeeeeeeeeee.....
vamooooooooooo.. ma oorlu intha mandee janalu unnara ani.. apudu estimate chesaa... mana desha janabha baga perigi poyendanee....
oo pakkana nenu ma frnd wait chestunnamm...
aa samayam lo.. oka abbai.. (papam... podune lechi evari mokam chusadho kani... maku doriki poyadhu..) dagariki vachi... tanaku taane... miku tickets kaavala ani adigaadhu..
hmm yeah.. avunandee.. kaani ekada chala janam unnaru ani annamm...
apudu abbai... nenu techistanu.. enni kaavalee ani adigadhu...memu 7 kaavalee ani cheppam..
sare ani lopalike velle.. 15min lo maa chetilo 7 tickets pettadhu...
mean while...
aa abbai.."meeru KSRM clg aa..??" (memu..face face chuskoni navvu kuntoo...) avnandee...!!
"first years aaa..???" (mala same xpression...) avnandee...!!
"mee perlu telusu kovacha..?? " (mala same xpression) sandhya andee... ee ammai peru harika..ani blunt ga apaddam chepamm...hehhehe hahaaaa...
ticket chetiki vachakaa...eka vadhi tho makem pani... hehehehee

ekada scene cut...

tickets dorikai ani...intiki phn chesee chepaka... na remaining 4 fnrds and ma brother vineel speed ga hall ki vachesaruu....
hall lo velli chusaka.. akada inko cn jarigindee....
entantee.. aa abbai....memu 7mem ammailamani anukuni tanu ekada oka game play chesadhu...tikka vedavaa....
tanu 7tickets teskoleee... 8tickets teskunnadhu.. so tht he can sit beside 7grls anee...
enthooo.. janalu chala telive meerippotunnaru.. emadhyaa...hehhe... and he dnt knw tht malo oka abbai unnadannee..
eka maaku scene artam ayepoyendee...so andharam velli kurchunam...
last ku tana pakkana ma annaya vache kurchune sariki...vaaadi mokkam chudalaa... papammmmmmmmmmmmm..........hehheeheheee
and tht row seating is xactly 8seater...so 6grls ma annaya and tht boy.. ade apristitee...
ekkka baaree ga navvulu start ayyayee... paka row lo unna aa abbai frnds ayetee...
"reyy...boo tickets tesavv kada raa.. epdu kurcho" anii....vala frnds se comments chestunnaru pakkanundee...
ekada..ekadoo KAALINA VAASANA vastondee.. ade aa abbai... kadupu kaaltondeee.. hehheehee
ela cnma kannaa... ee vishayaniki bagaa navvu koni vachammm...
aa abbai ni pedaa BAKARA ni chesamm anii...

ekada mala scene cut...

aa same day nite... ma annaya... banglr ki return ayyadhu..
ekada inkoo vinthaaa...
bus pakka seat lo..chustee... the same guy who he has cn at the theator...
ma annaya navvu aapukoleka poyadhu... ekada kudaa... veedenaa napakkanaa anniii....hehhee
after tht.. aa abbai ma annayanu palakarinchadata... miru VINEEL kadaa ani...miru na senior ani cheppadattaa....
ekada ma annaya shock.. mimalni mrng theater lo chusa kada ani annadhu... eka ma annaya yeah yeah antoo...kurchunaadhu....
apudu aa abbai... sandhaya,harika mee frnds sa ani adigadataa...
ma annaya... valu evaru ani annadataa.. heheheee
mala... mana KSRM aa ani anadataa... naaku telidi valu evaro ani cheppadhu...
mrng mitho paatu cnma ku vacharu kadaa ani adigadattaa..
ma annayaa.. andhulo sandhya,harika.. evaru leru ani cheppadattaa.... em telinathuuu...

ohhh alagaa... aniii aa abbai... its ok andee.. anii gammanaa...ayepoyennaadatttaa.....
(apatikee.. aa abbai ki mothamm scene artam ayentundee..
epudu mala kaalina vaasana vastondee... ade aa abbai kadupukaalutondee maree...hehehehee.. vadhu peda bakara ayyadanii....)
eka maa annayaki navvu aapukolekaaa.... chachenta paristite ayendatta....

DOUBLE DHAMAKA BAKARA kuda cheyyachu ani.... eee incident to telusu kunnamm...

IN-NO-SENSE: ayyooo.. naakem telidandee....!!

innocent.. innocent.... wht is this INNOCENT...????
is there any thng called as innocence...???
untee entadee...??? ela untundee...????

epudu manam... hyd lo oka galli lo unnammm...

xcuse me.. xcuse me.... wud u plzz tell me wht is this so called INNOCENT..??
-which is not involving evil intent, free from moral wrong, Not exposed to or familiar with something specified
-not causing physical or moral injury, a young child, a guileless person, a simpleton or an idiot...

ani.. dictionary level lo cheppe valu unnaru...

-innocenttaa tokkaa... mundhu nuvvu nee english aapi.. telugu lo eduuu... apudu cheptaa....
nuvvu nee INNOCENT mokammm...beeepppp...
-innocent taaa.. Ayya baboi...naakem telidandee... nenu allanti daani kaanuu.. sorry andee.. ma amma... ela mee lantee valatho matladhu ande....

ani annee janaalu kudaa unnarruuu...!!!!

believe it or not, innocence is the core of all of us..this tell more abt us than we cud ever imagine...
yet many of us overluk this imp portion of our lives..nd sometimes get addicted to itt...
although, whn u hide ths characteristic of ur personality.. this thick thin layer will grow more transparent as the days go on...
nd the fact is everyone are naturally INNOCENT in the tendencies thy live...!!

ee innocence ki enno stages unnaii....pratee stage lo manam ekado oka chotaa.. edo vidangaa... innocent avtaam or innocent avabadalse vastundee or innocent ga act cheyalee vastundee...ela cheppu kuntuu potee... some times we hav to ACT more to get thngs done.. with our KNOWN innocence...!! epudu unna world anta ee logic painee ekkuvaa depend ayendee....
but some ppl STRONGLY feel tht... there is NO some thng called... INNOCENCE in this world....
eevedangaa kudaaa..alochinche vallu unnaru maree...!! ade vala innocence...!!!

now let me share ma xperiences.. in being literally innocent, innocent by not knowing, innocent of innocent, acting innocent and finally knowing the correct meaning of innocence...!!!

- whn iam 3yrs old...ma penni na mudhu mudhu maatalanu cassette lo record chesindee... tanu em chepte ade repeat chese danii..."hello dad.. gudmrng... my KISSES for you" ani chepindee nenu ade repeat chesaa.. pakanundee ma mummy...KISSES annav kadaa entadee ani nanu adigindee...???
apudu aa bujji papaina nenu...
"NUVVU BAANAVAAA ANI ATTAMMM...!!" anni annanattaaa...
heheeee...cassette vintuntee.. chala navvu vastundeee...ma vaalu nanu epudu kuda edipistuntaaruu.... ee vishayangaaa...
ede mana...literally innocent stage...!!

- eka schooling lo pichi pichi aatalu.. tikka tikka paataluuu....
cheemalni,purugulnee bottle lo veskone adukovatamm, na nemaleekaku 2 pillalu puttai anni roju daaniki kaaki bangaramm tinipistunna annii, maa intlo dayam undee nenu ande manchi frnds anni, ma dad naaku airplane techadhu menanta ekki bayata shekaar ku vellam anii, na bomma natho matladhutundee anii..nenu matti tintaaa nuvvu tinu, ma taata vala intloo pedaa pulli undeee elaa enenooo...innocent maatalu by not knowing wht is wht...!!

- ede naa college days lo... nenu tappa andharu sharp ga unna time lo...
friends tho movie theater velli cnma chudalani amma nu adegaa.... tht is the first time i asked her abt itt.. she said no but... elagoo convince chesee vellaaa... ade first time with all ma frnds in a movie theater...total 11mem vellam...antha ammailamm...
kani akada cn em jarigindantee... starting lo oka seat vadili petti kurchunaruu na frds antaa...and iam the 6th mem...in the row.. endhuku ala kurchunaru ani adigaa... tagultoo potarani ala kurchunam ani ma frnds chepparu.. manam innocent of india kaabatti nammesaa....
lights off ayaka... ma frnd vala boy frnd aa seat loki vachi kurchunadhu aa roju... ee vishayam naaku telidhu...
next day.. ma mum ofc lo evaro adigaratta... mee ammai frnds tho ninna cnma ki vachindee kadaa... evaro abbai kuda vachadu ani ma mummy ki chepparu... (elantee valu naa jeevitham lo chala ekkuva mandee unnaru ... ) eka antee....
oka tsunami chelaregindee... ma intloo....
next day.. clg velle telusu kunna... evaro vacharanii.. aa seat lo kurchunadannii... ade naku tappa migataa 10mem ki telusu anni...mala aa vachina vaadhu.. "aa ammai evaru..?? nagarjuna fan na..?? cnma nu tega chusestondee" ani annadataaa... chatta vedavaa...!!!!
edee naaaa... innocent of innocent incident...

- edee na working days.. antee epudu unna innocence...
college lab/server room lo kurchonnii ORKUTTING cheskuntunnaa roojulluuu....
chatting, blogging, youtube lo cnmalu, origami lu, arts evvanni... sraddhaga cheskunee rojulluu...
aa rum lo nenu tappa evaru ekkuvaga vellaru... chuse valaku nenu edo oka pedaa comp xpert ga epudu edo work cheskunnatu kani pistuntaa... papam pichi maalokaalu... nammese vaaluuu...
evn ma HOD kuda nammutaadhu... endhuko telidhu kaani ma hod ki nenante bayam ani pukarlu unnai.. ma clg lo...hehehee.... ede.. naa ACTING innocence

and finally ee INNOCENCE ki correct meaning entanee anukuntunnaraa...????
vastunna akadi ke vastunnaa...
recent ga star movies lo TITANIC movie chustunna... pakkane ma bamma ante ma nanamma kuda undee... tanu edo luks vestuu chustondee.... kasepayaka...
"papa... valu.. emchestunaruu...??? endhee valu ala chestaree...??? endhuku...???"
ani nanu adigindee...
eka nenu em cheppali... 90yrs vayasu vachinaa.. tanake emmi telidhu eka nakemm telustundeee...!!!
hehhehhee....hahahaaaa....
final ga ede nenu telusu kunaa innocence ki meaning... ie...
"AYOO.. NAAKEM TELIDANDEE"

nee DUTY tagaleyyaa....!!!!

mar 18th 09...
CCR meet nundee vachesaa anna feeling kuda lekundaa.. unaa time lo...(ante inkaa aa memories lone unna..!!) oka saari college ela undoo ani chudataniki vellaaa...
aa roju ma clg ki class work suspend chesaruu.. endhukantee edo govt. employee job increaments xam ki ma clg ni centre ga vesaru kaabattii. na time bagundo balekoo.. evaro oka xm invigilator absent ayadanee ma HOD nanu aa DUTY cheyamani cheppadhu..apatike meet kosam 4 days leave pettina nenu inka vadhanalekaa... chachi nattu OK analsi vachindee... ade nenu chesinaa mistake...!!!

sare duty chedam ani vellaa.. vellaka xmhall lo chustee... anta uncles/aunties,pedananalu/peddammalu,tatayalu/ammamalu unnaru akadaa... entee ede xm hall lenaa ani anukunaa...
now its time 9 o clock.. xm start ayendee.. bell kodhutunne taka takaa ani andharu guide lu chit lu pettu koni rastunnaru.. entee entee edee ane arustuntee... ma coleague vachii ee xm antee lite tesko annadhu... naku ee type of xm duty cheyadamm first time... ento kotta gaa undee...veelu ela rastuntee mala nenu daaniki kapalaa kayadam entee anee... shock ayyanu...
sare peddavalu kadaa edo increments kosam ani nenu kasta... chusee chudanattu unnaa.. but...oka 30min ayakaa... gola start ayendee... control cheyyaleka poyanuu..
na DUTY nenu cheyyalanaa avesham lo unna naaku...
last bench lo unna oka pedananna first bench ki vachi akada unna uncle dantlo chusee rastunnadhu... eka naaaaaku chachenta kopam vachindee...
DUTY is DUTY ane anukonee... gatti gaa "how dare ur....?? r u educated or not... how u can come here and write the answers lik tht... ani eda pedaa manii english ooo tittesee.. paper lakunnesee... evaru cheppina vinakundaa bayataki pampesaa... papam.. aa pedenanna sorry sorry anna vini pinchu kokundaa bayataki pampesaa...intha daarunanga last bench atanu first bench ki raavatam entee ani..naaku chala kopam vachindee...evaranna squad vachi chusintee nenu bukk ayendhu madhyaloo...!!

ekada scene cut...

next day mrng.. ma mummy ofc lo...
oka coleague.. vachi madam mee ammai ARTS college lo lecturer ga pani chestundaa ani adigaadattaa....hmm yeah ane amma antenu....
eka atanu: "endee madamm... mee ammai chala strict attagaa.. ninna edo xma..ani ma wife vala chinnamma husband mee ammai unna cls rum lo paddaratta... edo chusee rastuntee chuseee chudanattu undakaa... andhari mundhu chadaa madaamani titte see bayatake nettesindee atta"
ani ma mummy ki complaint echadhu aa chatta vedavaa...grrrrrrr
eka intiki vachakaa ma mummy: "edo peddayanna... BANKING lo edo increment kosam xm rastuntee.... nuvventee edo titti papesav attaa" ani nanu tittindee... nenu cheppaa.. ledhu mummy maree darunanga first bench ki vachi rastuntee ala chesaa... ani..
apudu ma mummy..."ayenaa... nuvvu entaa OA chestavoo naaku telidaa... bo lecturer ga nuvve levee pani chesedee....
ninnu NEE DUTY TAGALEYAA...!! mala bayata pampanani pose okatee" antoo tanu lopaliki velli poyendee..!!

ekada mala scene cut...

aa next day ma HOD nundee phn... kasta bayapadataa phn tesaa...kaanii akada scene vere ga vachindee... madam, mee sal cheque ready ayendee vache teskella mani cheppadhu...
salary vachindaniii... gentukuntoo vella clg.....kii... sare cheque teskoni vastuntee.. elogaa ma attender "madamm.. aa cheque ee saree andhra bank ki vachindee akadiki vellee techukondee" ane cheppadhu... eka antee turrrrr mani AB ki parigettaa....akadiki vellaka telisindee...heheheheee... oka pedaaa SHOCK naaku...
monna xm lo nenu bayataki gentina pedananne ekada na cheque issue chesee aayana...!!!
ekem undee.. nanu chustunne oka saari triyummm triyumm ani pedanannaa.. flash back veskunattu unnadhu...
malleswari cnma lo gajala commited ani telisakaa.. venky enni Q vesnadoo.. mana ee pedananna kuda nanu anni Q vesee adetee edetee principal dagara nundee req letter tee ani cheppadhu...!!
emaina.. na DUTY naku entha mukyamoo... epudu pedananna DUTY kuda antee mukyam kadaa...
time babu time...
ekem undee... na salary naaku vachi nattee ani turpuku tirigi dandam pettu konii...
ayana cheppina rules anni vinee...em kavaloo..collect chestuu... enka aa pani painee unaaaaaa....!!!!!!!
apudu gurtu vachindee maa mummy anna maata....
"ayenaa... nuvvu entaa OA chestavoo naaku telidaa... bo lecturer ga nuvve levee pani chesedee....
ninnu NEE DUTY TAGALEYAA...!! mala bayata pampanani pose okatee"

PRINCESS: iam ma MOTHER's daughter

time 6.45 am..
emm ruki inka podhukunne unnavaa....??? time 7.30 avtondeee... levvalani telidaaa...???
walking poleda...???? anteee.. oka roju poyedee.. mala....2 rojulu... challagaa podukondee...
emana antee.... fat ayyepotunnaa anii... tindi maneyadammm..!! emm pilla loo entooo....!!

entee ala tayarayyavv... clg kenaa...??? koncham sariggaa neat ga tayaru ayyee... TIME ki vellu...emana antee... aaa clg ki ela velladamme goppa.. mala neat ga tip top ga velle antaa scene ledantavv... ninnu ani em laabam lee... mundhu mee HOD ni anala...!!!! ayenaa niku ee job endhukee...happy ga intlo kurcho vachukadaaa.... bayata velli evarini uddarinchalannii....!!

edigo.. elagoo intlo ne untunnav kadaa evala kastaa ellantaa clean chesee...boozu lanni dulipee...koncham ammamaku.. helping ga undhu.... sare nenu office velli vastaa...!!
time eveng 5.40..
door teskoni intlo vastuu vastuu... entee... podhuna velle tapudu chusinaaa ninnu ekadaa...
epudu kudaa ekkadee unnava.. sys painaa...??? cheppina panulanni chesavaa.. leka ekade attuku poyavaa...?????? mee chellalanu.. ma annaya pillani chusee nerchu ko...!!!
ammai lantee ela undalooo...

"abbaa... mee ammai chala manchi ammai andeee.... chakkaga matladhutundee...chakkagaa panullanii ette chesestundee....peda valantee chala gouravamm...chala talented... manchi art undee mee ammai loo...chakkagaa bommalu gestundee..." ani evaranna antee....
aaa dani mokkam... danikem telusu chinna pillaa.... intiloo inndaram unnamm... panulanni memee chesestam.. eka dani varaku vache panulemm levv.... dani panulu adi cheskuntee.... maaku ade chaluu.... eka art antaraa... ma intlo andharu artist le... ma ABBAI kuda chala baaga vestadhu...ma chelli kuturlu kudaa baaga vestaruu.... edo dani interest to adee vestundee antee...!!!!!

inkaa inkaa cheppalantee ela enoo enenoo....
funny thing entantee... we both hav our own reasons to xplain abt the xample given above....
but..still i love ma mother very much... i neva regret in being a daughter...becoz i find HER she is the one GREAT WOMEN in ma life...
its not tht.. she degrades me or hav any other intention deep in her heart or hav some discrimination or do any comparisions... but its all abt her concern abt ME.. and want to make me PERFECT...in her point of view....!!
she is not rude... but its the crude wild world outside made her to take CARE and CONCERN more abt her baby GIRL....!!!
ma mom was a highly acclaimed inspiration to me but she could also be too controlling and unfair sometimes..she gets angry abt small thngs..she is not inquisitive about ma whereabouts...but she is just trying to get me on the safest circle and letting me to knw abt wht is wht...!!
as a daughter i feel iam ur greatest pal but i could also be the most stubborn to deal with.. he hee...mummy ur every thing to me...for better or for worse.. you helped to make me who iam today,tomoro and foreva...!!!
in this world of relationship language.. mothers and daughters are naturally bonded as the closest friends..i feel..
there is no perfect mother and there will neva be...and
there is no perfect daughter and there will neva be...
but put US together and we will be the BEST mother and daughter we wud eva be...!!!!
we are gonna pat ourselves becoz we accomplished a miracle...to do more, to get more and to have more in being mother and daughter...
mummy cheppalantee.... ur the one i lOVED most.. and ur the one for me to share,care,cry and evn fight at times...!!
nenu ekkada unnaa... ela unna.... em chestunna... ma love for u will neva end...
ur the QUEEN of ma life...and iam ur cute PRINCESS...
tht is y im here with u holding close and telling u...
"IAM MA MOTHER'S DAUGHTER"

prema tho ne...
ruki

create-a-variety == CREATIVITY

in this universe god has created one great thng tht is called as "MAN" i mean the HUMAN BEING....
ee humans ki oka BRAIN anedani kudaa echadani... naaku oka pedda namakkamm....!!
endhukantee.... ee BRAIN anedee..epudu ekada ela pani cheyyalo, asalu pani chestundaa cheyyadaa ane doubts chala mandi ki unnaii...!!!
now also ur been thinking tht whether.. to read this article or not, leka mala chadavalano, leka inko opinion thono.. u ppl will be thinking...im i RIGHT...???
ofcourse iam...!! endhukantee evaranna edanna in particular ga ede chadavandee antee... peddaga chadava buddu kaadhu kaabatii...its quite natural...

asalu vishayaaniki vastee....this so called BRAIN is made up of 2 things...
1.the power of thinking in natural way...ie, TALENT
2.the power of thinking in super natural way... ie, CREATIVITY
You may be thinkin tht u don't need to be creative.. bt creativity is something that "fits" to prepare ur mind and its a MAGIC around in doing thngs different...
ekadedoo..variety,different antunnanannii... annam chetone endhuku tinalaa kaltho tinachukada.., manam gaale endhuku peelcha laaa neelani peechachu kadaa..., manam manushulamu ganee endhuku undalaa janthuvulugaa undachu kadaa ani anukunte..pappulo kaalu vesee nattee....!!!

see here we concentrate on one thngs ie... talent vs creativity...
asalu talent untee ne creativity untundaa... leka talent lekunna creative ga undacha.. annade piont...
cheppalantee...creativity is often seen as fluffy, insubstantial and unscientific..esply for ppl who prefer logic and structured way of living...so whn thes kinda of ppl aviod in being creative and depend on their own talent... will come up with very slow and steady process and feel happy in wht thy r..!!
veelanee ALPA-SANTHOSHULU ani kudaa cheppavachuu...dorikindee challee.. adee adrustam anukoni jeevinchevalee.. veeru...
paina cheppina vidangaa bratikestee em thrill untadee.. we have to do somethng different ani anukunna vaalle eppatikaina life lo kottadananni sadhistaaru...!!
we cant jst TRY to do things... bt we simply MUST do things becoz creativity is the ability to introduce an order into the randomness of naturality...so ee kotta dananni.. kotta kottaga use cheskone valle ne... HYPER ACTIVE people ga kuda cheppukovachu...!!
oka danii okee vidangaa alochinchala ane maata nu veelu nammaru... thy belive in wht thy are and wht thy think is completely diffrent from all..
TALENT vishaniki vaste... tht is inborn... daniki oka touch or percentage of creativity ne add chestee it will be more colorful and luk good in wht eva aspect we r in to...!!
entaa cheppinaa... mala CREATIVITY endhuku ani anukunee valu kuda untaruu..mahanubhavuluu..!!!
creativity is not the finding of a thing, bt makin somethin out of it after it is found..it allows us to make mistakes and evn its the trust to hope more than u work..
ekada funny thng entantee..some ppl seem naturally creative and some seem naturally uncreative.. ede pakka nijam ani nenu bhavistunnanu..
creativity is the domain of being YOUNG nd i feel this is true...the best way of being a CREATIVE TALENTED person is in doing different things, reading different books and talking to different people, listen to thm and seek to synergize and synthesize....
take every opportunity to regenerate your generative powers and keep ur creative juices flowing nd you will stay ahead from the pack....!!!!