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hai... frnds..
this time iam back with ma new article... which is based on some narration abt a girl called "LUCKY"
its not the story im comfortable with, its the story i want everyone else to like..!!
i hope u do like ma narration and all the aspects which i created and keep reading the whole story till end...and i feel it dsnt make u to feeel bore...!!!
here we goooooo...!!!!
this is a story abt a gril called LUCKY.. !!
everybody feels tht not only she is 'lucky' bt she is LUCKY toooo...
she live in a small town, whr the narrow streets r larger than the narrow minds of the ppl out there...
she is gud, intelligent, caring, beautiful and very lovable...in the way she is and the way she look...
she has a great family, gud education, enough money nd being a GIRL child of a confined family, she is very much sticked to the family RULES and REGULATIONS....!!
as she do nothng nd dnt like to talk about or acknowledge abt the small job, whr she will be a bit bsy with the routines...!!
FRIENDS-wht matters is the 'friendship' that can never be replaced, thy just seemed to be too much of a disconnect and lack of compatibility with her due to her confined and loner life..
but she loves music, dance and besides she is an artist tooo....
there is nothg missing in her LIFE....but stilll....
every morng whn she wakes up, get out of the bed nd look in to the mirror..
she find no words to describe what it is like to exist in a world that is not her own....!!!
"she walks around looking and sounding like mute but her thoughts and life no longer belong to HER..
all she knws is tht to be perfect and to be good nd wandering with a fake smile so that everyone else will be happy..." and she believe tht she has the strength but it feels like there is no reason to fight with this false world becoz she is no stranger to loss in her life...
slowly she realizing tht how tired she is feeling to find TRUE LOVE and a better relationship with her people who r trying to tell her that she need to be "positive" and to be "confident" even though when she make the efforts..!!
Love really isnt everything... she did everthng that that could be true, but she is far too much from the people and life without knowing wht she really wants...sometimes she feels like "her life is a little car that driven into the mud and keep spinning the wheels and spinning the wheels.. and digging herself down.." with all her desperation.. she is still leading the meaningless life with a bit HOPE...!!
nature offers us much potential to enjoy the beauty of sunrises, sunsets, oceans, mountains, summer evenings-Winter mornings and seashores.... things like this can bring us small joys into our lives..!!
even though all the happies left her but still it became a very gud source for LUCKY to live the very best times tht she can and make herself to get refreshed at the shores...
she loves sitting at the near by shore, most of time she will be there watchg the sunsets,birds and feeling the cool breezes...
one fine day.. after returning from the day work.. jst walking at the shore, feeling the cool breezes, all of sudden she saw a bottle floating on the water and the waves thrown it into the sands where she is sitting. eagerly she took the bottle and saw a rolled sheet of paper in it which seems like a bottle with some message in it. with no time she removed the cork and pulled out the paper from the bottle and started reading the message.. in itt...
and here goes the message........
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sweet heart...
jst look at you..!! wht happened dear...??? its like a deep darkness in the midday...!!
im worried to tell...tht ur awake but still with the dream where u find urself lost..
is it ur breath of love, where the blossoms and all the colors of life got faded...??
NO dear.. u cant be like this..!
LOVE is TRUE..the ultimate source loves you just as you are nd gives u a reason to believe urself..
if things are not working the way you would like them to in your life thn you need to do something that you have not tried... life flows through us and it is forever changing...
you are like a shining star in many ways.. beware of wht you have to offer and receive from this world..be driven by the things you value in life, bt not controlled by the feelings u get from life's conditions..
I want u to live the very best life that u can and u have always been more than that..!!
CHANGE is the only thing i say for u nd nothng gonna replace it, start living in the now and revel in the abundance and not in fear and regrets..Is it not tht, not to knw what to believe in, is to suffer..so jst flow in the beauty of - I am Enough...!!
I have reminded my self as well as you, let us make an effort to believe ourselves and its ma LOVE and ma CARE which ur reading.. and iam not SORRY to say this..
with ma love..iam all urs and ur all mine and ur everthing to me..
plzzz come back.. come back to me..
foreva loving..
unlucky ME (without YOU)
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"...its soooo... touching and a very heart felt message..!!!!
how can this become more connected while I let go of this kind of situations all the times..???
its wht and the same im thinking everyday, every min and every sec in ma being...???
its a great surprise for me and its nice and it is with me now..." and unknowingly tears rolled down from her big empty eyes....!!
there is nothng to do with the present nd the past has chased nd betrayed her dearms for future..
she keeps on reading the letter again and again... word by word.. and feeling the LOVE and CARE shown in itt.. thinking abt the girl who is LUCKY to hav such a great admired LOVE in her life...!!!
but for LUCKY its like a rain of love showered in her dry,empty life... hoping its a kind of message form the almighty to this poor girl for her...prayers...!!!!
she returned home.. happily with the letter message in the bottle, making her mind to CHANGE herself. even thought its not for her but still she want to fullfill the wish wht the imaginary guy wants... its very "lucky"... had made her mind to CHANGE and want to be TRUE with the WISH...!!
6months later......
It is tuff to look towards the future with an eye for change than to remain in the same routine...!!
its like a dream world where LUCKY is wandering like ALICE in the wonderland...
things has changed alot... within a very short period of time...Its lik a journey from exile to the abundance...!!!
after returning home on that day..LUCKY was very curious abt the words she read and very much impressed abt the message she got from the dear sea....
as she want to create a new picture, imagining that it is actually gonna happen with her life right now..thinking tht the deeper question that may only be found within the heart is: What's NEXT...???
as seeing the world as if there is plenty of everything to go around... she didnt recognized the advancing danger, the terror or the happiness that is gonna come into her life is completely indescribable...!!
anyways.... she started living by her own... feeling tht lucky is luckyyy again...!!!
she changed her dressing,hair do's and looked very different as she was not recognized by her people...
she started to live with the present and want to forget the past for a while....
she made herself to be pleased by her ppl at home with her new deeds and maintained the relationship by not hurting anyone, evn though its hard to keep her feelings down for the sake of her ppl..
she opened an accnt at library and started reading, bought some new colors and gave a new looks for her ART works and sketches...
tried new recepies at home and made her ppl to feel amazed abt her behavior and being so nice at home....!!
she applied for new jobs wanting herself to get into some other angel of life...
meanwhile she joined in some yoga and meditation classes... as she need some peace of mind...
she went for walks and on shopping trips alone, ate out sometimes alone and sometimes with a friend or family members..
and its really was okay to all out there abt the change in LUCKY...!!
she reacquainted with the things tht she once loved but have put on hold for whatever reason...
the bag of thoughts had been opened with a great start and its been following tilll date...
months passed away....
and days passed away....
but situations which remain simply unexplainable for us makes you uncomfortable,experimenting and following in to the quest of imaginary world..!!!
LUCKY is still with the changee which made her to live in the world of colors and flavors...
as the days are rolling down..
some where deep in the heart.. she felt like listening to the unknown voice warning her...
"It was okay but It couldn't' help u.. becoz it was like putting on too much makeup to look better even though who u r not meant for...!!!"
now its the feeling which is haunting her... deep in her thoughts and increasing day by day as the months passing through...
finallyy...she was all exhausted in living with this false world where she find everthing but losing her own REAL image in life...!!!
as everyone was very happy with the changee but some where deep in her heart it was not fair and she cant confess herself.. wht is gonna happen if this is going to continue till end....?????
there is no ANSWER of this...!!!!!!!!!!
and evn she dnt hav any ANSWER to confess herself...!!!!!!!
so finallyy....one fine day....
she was sitting at shore and think all abt the changes she had in her life...,
'The change...' wht she made to herself in finding the TRUTH....,
and atlst wht she realized in being different and in being sticked to the change...,
holding a paper with the same bottle as she got from the sea...
and made a note to reply the answer to the imaginary guy... and threw the bottle into the deep sea...
thinking tht the waves will tak the bottle with the message to the imaginary guy...!!
and here goes the message....
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dear unlucky ME....
look at me..!! r u happy...???
its like, iam flying with the colors... and happy with wht iammm....??
im not worried to tell... tht iam with the dreamz where the deep fades got colored deeper with the change tht i brought into ma life...!!
NO dear.... i cant be like this....
LOVE is TRUTH and i believe TRUTH is REAL...!!! and the ultimate source is "ME"...!!!
and the real "ME" wht i LOST was fully responsible for my fake reality in imagination...
its all for the love for ma ppl which made me to CHANGE and LOST myself to the unknown world...
im not the real "me" whn im wit the CHANGE bcoz i believe the world would never accept or like who i really "iam" and i cant giv maself nd others a reason to believe ME...!!
i changed my look.. which is not ME...
i changed my thoughts.. which r for others..
i changed ma art.. bt it as no life in itt..
i changed the recepies.. bt it tastes nothng...
i want to change ma job.. but no opportunities in this small town...
i started reading but in vein... i started doing meditation but neva find ma soul in peace....!!!
its all jst like making me BUSY in vein...!!!
it made me to reach a point where i dont believe tht iam worthy of feeling good abt maself and i couldnt be more wrong to maself becz iam not a fixed entity for "CHANGE"
if i chose to compromise with the CHANGE.. ma integrity will skip and It will become easier to give up each time and i dnt want to be a people pleaser...!!
its ENOUGH..!! and i dnt want to believe in unknown ME... whr iam losing ma own identity for the sake of fake world around 'ME'
I have reminded my self as well as you..let me not go with the wind and CARRY away with the change and im not SORRY to say this...!!
Its true tht i dnt knw wht i hv got until i lose it.. nd i dnt knw wht i hv been missing until it arrived ME....
though i dnt hav the best of evrythng bt i wnt to mak the most of evrythng tht comes along the way..!!
and i PROMISE u tht... i will be alright with wht iam and take life as it comes..
let it be big or small i will be wht iam and want to be the best if not the biggest...!
with all ma love.. let me thank u for everythng and its nice tht ur with me foreva in ma thoughts....!!!
foreva loving....
LUCKY (with wht iam)
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and she returned home.... confessing her.....
"if u want a permanent CHANGE in ur life... thn forget being "REAL"... becozz..."CHANGE can CHANGE ur REAL being to IMAGINARY"
..................its all abt LUCKY....................who is "LUCKY" forevaa and evaaaa...!!!
